My Studio, SS2 workshop

hallo!! i had a workshop to do this morning which was scheduled to start at 10am.. i woke up later than usual and made it to the office around 8.40-ish.. normally we try to arrive at the place around 30 mins before the start time. well, yesterday, before leaving office, i prepared and made sure most of the stuff for the kit is there for today's workshop. cotton candy machine... check! kit with equipments in it.. check! missing = teabags and a kettle. so, reached office and i havent finished my notes which i normally prepare for each class i do. ugh! rush rush.. and finally made it to the place. i tell you arr.. i'm such a doofus.. i forgot the sugar for the cotton candy machine!! imagine trying to make cotton candy without the sugar.. o_O" OMG! *faints* good thing my colleague hurried back to office and took it for me.. omigawsh.. careless ler.. gah!

ah well, it turned out okay at the end except the cotton candy machine was acting a lil screwy and Ryan was having a hard time doing the cotton candy.. Good thing i wasn't making it coz he turned yellow after that from the lemon flavored cotton candy flying around the room hahaha! well, just the shirt anyways xD

things number two and three i forgot to bring.. rubbish bag and kitchen towels for clean up.. bleah! something wrong with me edi.. brain not functioning right.. =S

in the end managed to finish up and scoot our asses outta the place leaving 12 happily contented kids eating cotton candy.. when i came back, i realized i forgot to give them their notes. OMGWTFBBQ is wrong with me?!?!!?!?!?! @_@|||

ugh.. better go off before i get even more muddle-brained x_X"

-blur as a raisin- (<-- doesn't make sense but does it look like i care? =S)

ehhh!

TOUCHY NO LIKEY!
TOUCHY NO LIKEYYYYY!!!!

gawsh! what part of that do kids don't get? ugh! itchy octopuses.. rawr!

i guess i cant really blame them. at their age i was pretty curious about everything too. wanted to test and touch everything and anything.. some turned out nice.. others were just well, rather unpleasant =S

nuff about that, moving along.. how's teaching been for me so far? i'd say pretty good. the kids are superbly adorable (when they behave, a-hem!).. and some of them really knock my socks off by their intellect. honestly, some kids are really really brilliant! then you have the problematic ones which you just wanna strangle the life out of.. well, of course i resist the urge seeing as i'm not very fond of being behind bars. funny thing is, when those ones really behave.. omigawsh, its as tho as ur looking at a miniature angel.. confusion! arrgh! *pulls hair*

kids.. gotta love 'em XD

doo dah doo dah~

don't you just love that super happy feeling you get when you realize all of a sudden what you really wanted? it was a really interesting conversation i had with my boy last night which brought about certain things in me that i realize i've been lacking and in need of. funny how you don't realize your own mistakes till someone gently points it out, huh? ah, the human error of them all. we always somehow believe we are always right but in actual fact, nobody is always right, am i right? lol lame pun but i don't care =D

felt like a big heavy burden has been lifted off my chest now. i know what i want now and so the first steps shall begin.. baby steps at a time. to be a better person. to be a better being. for myself. and everyone around me. CHIONG ARRRRR! wait.. thats not right =S

ah well, i'm gonna be a bookworm nowwwzzzz! my sweet boy took me on a shopping spree for books!! weeeee~ happiness.. to be buried nose deep in a thrilling book filled with suspense, a tinge of romance, excitement and well, FUN! yes, call me a nerd, a bookworm... i'm PROUD of it~! mwahahaha! *end*

-hyperactiveness.. omigawsh!- X3

office blues..

i love my job.. but Mondays are such a drag anyhow.. i woke up late this morning for the first time since i started work. i just didn't wanna get out of bed today for i dunno what reason. sigh.. comfy-ness.. well, rushed to the office and didn't get into trouble, thank goodness! ^^

work started off like a foggy dream.. i didn't really know what i was doing.. basically reached office, read an outdated newspaper that was on my desk from last saturday and then decided to get some work out of the way. so i sat in front of the server computer and started writing out birthday party postcards and managed to only screw up three of them. thats only a few compared to the number of certificates of completion that i messed up. you know how when u finish a course, you'll receive a cert saying so and so completed this course? yeah.. i think i killed close to 10+ certs writing the wrong spelling and blotching on the names with a dumb marker before i found one that doesn't blotch. blehx!

well.. since i was in front of the comp and finished with the postcards i decided to blog for a little bit. but then again, since i dunno what to write now, i shall be logging off!! wahahaha!!! tatas! rawr~


-love is complicated.. but thats what makes it interesting-

thoughts..

how do u know if ur truly happy?
how do u know if someone truly cares for u?
how can u tell if he's the one?
why is it that when he comes by your heart skips a beat?
is that love?
or is that a sign ur gonna have a heart attack at a young age?
why is it that when you see him your face breaks into a smile?
why is it you feel so happy when he calls or messages you?
why does it hurt when he doesn't reply your calls?
why do tears fall when the thought of him leaving you crosses your mind?
why is it hard to breathe at the thought of someone else on his mind?


insecurity..

when u love too much, the more insecure you feel..
i guess its up to the other person to make you gain confidence..
what if u dont get that secure feeling?
what are u gonna do?

dont ask me.. i dont know.