Graduation Day, 30th March 2008~

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Graduation day! started off pretty exciting. my friend picked me up after picking up one guy.. then we went to pick up another guy. ya, 3 guys 1 girl.. normal for my course of study XD

so anyways, we arrived there and got swept up by the crowd of graduants getting ready.. it was so exhilirating haha! i mean how often do u graduate, rite? d'oh! went to the robing room where most of my classmates were there. i didn't do any make-up!! thank God janice was there.. the darling did my eyes and cheeks and lips.. thank you, you angel sent down from heaven! ur a lifesaver! muaks! ^^

after that our butts got shoo-ed off to the hall for the ceremony. i had my bum parked in the chair for like 30 mins before the ceremony started.. best thing was, we're not allowed to go to the toilet! @_@" good thing i didnt need to go.. but my classmate did.. poor guy =X

ceremony started with speeches... which ended up being a lullaby to me as i was dozing off in my chair, stuck between 2 guys i didnt know. they're coursemates but my seniors by 1 semester so i dunno them.. (also probably coz i hardly attend class which makes me barely recognisable in the first place.. shhh =x)

speeches done, graduation starts!!!! everyone was like "YAY! clap clap clap!" before we realized.. "eh? our course is the last to graduate.. darnit!" sweat... lolz so we waited.. and waited.. and waited.. and YAY! our turn!!!! *happily lines up.. goes on stage.. takes cert holder thingy.. SMILES for the camera.. gets off stage* walking away from the stage, i opened the holder... darnit, empty. sheesh! need to go collect from the uni another day.. sobs.. ah well!

finsihed grad day! took some class pics then looked for mummy n daddy, took some more pics and headed home.. in the car on the way home:

*ring ring!*
tv: where are you???
me: outside wisma MCA, the entrance there!
tv: me also! come come! eric n yj them here already! they bought sumthing for you!
me: o_O! wahhh! im in the car on the way home already!!

sad.. i missed my friends.. shud have followed them back instead grrr~ nvm lah, over edi haha! so came back home, stopped by mcD for a takeaway lunch before getting my ass dumped at home while my parents headed off to the shooting club to watch a competition. speaking of which.. i miss shooting.. should follow them once in a while and practice my shooting haha

ok, tired of typing.. till next time.. JA~!

-happy happy-

something i found..

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP)

Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal. Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all men You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

rest and realization..

just got back from genting highlands today. had a fantastic time there lol the journey there was really unexpected. here's what happened:

we were supposed to drive up all the way to genting for a mini-holiday. got into the car and it was like, "OMG! there's smoke coming outta ur car!!" yesh, smoke was coming out of the front bonnet where the engine is.. so, opened it up and true enough, the car's smoking! gosh~ so we decided to travel by LRT and cable car instead; which turned out to be tiring but rather nice in its own way haha in the end, we arrived there hot, tired but happy. how fun =D

came down the next day and went to PJ UTAR to collect my graduation gown and met up with a girl friend, had a drink then came back home. gonna be a quiet day tomorrow. shud grind my cabal character while i have the chance =p









i'm in love..

Knighters D'est Enterprise - Advertising Trainee

well, this is how it goes, i went for an interview yesterday for an "advertising trainee" position.
lemme ask u, what do u think the jobscope is? based on the job title.. they described it as event management, sales and advertising and sumthing like that. So the guy asked me to go back today for a day of "on-the-job training" which turned out to be me, following around this perky lil bitch who thinks she is better than everyone else, asking for donations! WTF?! if it were you, u'd be pissed rite?

firstly, she introduces herself as a volunteer for a spastic organization and then proceeds to ask for a donation. now, its just strange how you introduce yourself as a volunteer and yet at the end of the day gets paid a basic salary plus incentive for each person who donates.. what a load of horseshyt! where does all the money go? yeah i'm sure it ends up back to the organization but its pretty much understood that the company gets a cut of the thing, doesnt it? sheesh..

and in the end, before the day was up, she turned to me and told me, u look tired, i think you should go home. coz if ur like this, ur demoralizing the team.. then pointed me the way to a taxi stand to take a cab back to my car... wth?! you bring me to some place like 20 kilometers away from the office, expect me to follow you around asking for donations and then just diss me off like that?! its really rather rude and irresponsible, isn't it? yea, i know i'm not cut out for something like that and for the simple reason of being polite, i did not request to leave as soon as i found out what she was going to so-called train me. HAH! its more like "watch how i do it so u can do it later" -end- OMG, SCREW YOU!

so basically i wasted virtually 3/4 of my day, come home and realized that i didnt show up for a monster slayer event which someone helped me register for PKO, which in turn upsetted a bunch of my guildmates. ARRGH!

well, thats pretty much how my day went so far. i hope yours was much better.. laters!

-pissed-

Emo-ness

single life. what is it like? its been so long i can hardly remember. actually, i dont remember it at all. my big stupid problem is that i get attached too easily and at the end of the day, it ends up as a pile of rubbish placed by the bin to be thrown out. ye-ah.

SO! i've decided to have no commitments, no responsibilities and a care-free life for me; relationship-wise anyways. as my mom quoted a pastor, "when you are single, open ur two eyes BIG BIG.. when married, close one eye" which is true, right? Well, in my case, i think i shall close both of them for a bit now.. i'm tired of being in a relationship. Tired of feeling guilty when i go out with a guy friend, tired of fighting to prove a point, tired of worrying what he is thinking.. just plain tired. I've had enough of arguements for the time being so yeah. thats it.

Funny thing is, altho my resolution is made, i'm not sure if i can maintain it. You see, i'm the kind of person who falls in love easily.. and unfortunately, i also fall out of love easily. Once i see that its going nowhere, i just lose interest. Maybe its not really love? Maybe i just think i'm in love? well. maybe. And this makes me a dangerous person to be in a relationship with. So i just want to keep the idea of having another relationship away from my thoughts at the moment. I dont wanna hurt anyone anymore and neither do i want to get hurt. Coz when i love, i truly love fiercely.. which makes me really vulnerable which is a feeling i do not really welcome. Ahhh! screw this, i dont even know half of what i'm saying right now and so, off i go for an interview. Bye bye.

-lyn-

Bizarre Love Triangle by Frente

Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through
Into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine
But it's a problem I find
Living the life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
Every time I see you falling
I'll get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

intro

hmm.. illusions of grandeur.. i wonder why i picked that title.. i guess its coz ever since i was little i really had wild ideas about life and great expectations of the future. now that i'm older, life just tends to disappoint you now, doesnt it? ah well, thats life. u cant always get what u want.

i'll blog when i feel like it so dont expect regular postings.. which will only happen if i have a really really long streak of boredom.. ahs.. laters! ja~